Today I sat in Freddie’s room and played the story of Dan Baker, Twin Lakes Church, Santa Cruz pastor, for him but of course he already knows. I did not therefore, I would suppose it was for me.
Today I wondered many things:
Are you tired, God? I am.
What is right? I have so many things wrong with me maybe you goofed up when you sent me down here.
When does the pain go away? Never? Yes never, you say.
What did I do that was so bad that Freddie had to suffer? Why not me?
Could you just punch my card now? I have so much to write, to throw away that I am overwhelmed and I know that when you die so many things are left undone that is why I subtitled my blog Bits and Pieces of Life.
Today I have been dealing with those bits and pieces.
Silence cloaks the room
with silver gossamer thoughts
Telling earth and sky
You walk not the earth
You walk the sky.