I promised to share some of my dreams from the past and was looking forward to reading them again.
They have disappeared. Gone.
Perhaps they will return. Sometimes some of the things that disappear from my view do return but in strange places.
Dementia? No, I do not think so. Mother has visiting along with others from time to time. My son always said this house was haunted. We all thought so.
No dreams today.
Let me see if I can share a past photo…I think I did by mistake….oh well
Last night I was going through old papers. I have been doing this all summer so my children will not have so many papers to throw away. I am trying to save only those that mean something to me and from people they may know. They only remember those from long ago however, the other things I am keeping I write a note to say why.
I ran across recordings of old dreams. I am going to share them with you. Do they make sense? No, not even to me but they are rather interesting and maybe I see something I have not seen before. A small crack into the past and the whys for some things. I shall begin this afternoon.
You see, this morning I have to go to see the eye surgeon. Maybe my vision will be undilated by this p.m.
Have a great morning,
where do we go
Is it a higher plane of intelligence
do we meet others on this level
are there even higher levels
will my family be there
will my pets
all be there
is this life
the tadpoles and frogs
the caterpillars and butterflies
will they be there
will the grass grow
the hawks chase
in full glory
lives ended among sunflowers
fallen from the sky
innocent lives stopped midair
“Even though you may want to move forward in your life, you may have one foot on the brakes. In order to be free, we must learn how to let go. Release the hurt. Release the fear. Refuse to entertain your old pain. The energy it takes to hang onto the past is holding you back from a new life. What is it you would let go of today?”
― Mary Manin Morrissey
Which one to let go?
Fear has never been a problem for me, so I do not have to let it go. It has been gone since I was 25.
What about you? Can you choose one?
Since Fear was not something I had to let go, I choose:
It is an unseasonably cool July morning. In reviewing yesterday, we are told it was the coldest day in July ever recorded. The rain was incessant. I decided to stay in bed, which I did only getting up for something to drink or to go to the bathroom. No one called.
I think I could repeat all the current news stories verbatim. I have/had been going to Tai Chi or a Balance class every day. I gained a pound so I guess my muscles increased. Good theory at least. Yesterday I did not go. Lying in bed all day made realize how tired I really was and my legs cramped bring on a lot of water consumption a d banana eating. I usually drink vinegar and water each morning but this did not appeal to the mood of the day. I have heard or read in old home remedies it this is also good for leg cramps. Seems the water, rest and bananas did the trick.
This could be the most boring post I have ever written.
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